urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sakanaide Kanashisugiru Unmei Kara FURUDE rika 2008-05-25T00:16:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sakanaide:802 2008-05-25T00:16:12Z 2008-05-25T00:16:12Z ...I wanted to be an adult for so long.<br /><br />I kept imagining what was at the end. What was beyond that endless June.<br /><br />I was going to grow.<br /><br />My arms and legs were going to be long, and strong. My chest was going to fill out. People were going to stop calling me Rika-<i>chama</i>. I was going to finally become a woman...<br /><br />...but...<br /><br />...not this way. <i>Not this way</i>.<br /><br />It... it doesn't mean anything if...<br /><br />...<i>I DON'T WANT THIS WORLD.</i> If they're all dead, then...<br /><br />...I...<br /><br />[A not-quite-fully-restrained sob can be heard, before the recording cuts out.] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sakanaide:564 2008-05-23T06:21:02Z 2008-05-23T06:21:02Z [The voice that's heard is quite a bit deeper than one might expect from a child of Rika's size, sounding as though it comes from a woman of at least middle age.]<br /><br />...not again. I can't. I just...<br /><br />...we were so close. But...<br /><br />...no. This... this isn't...<br /><br />Hanyuu?<br /><br /><i>Hanyuu</i>?<br /><br /><font size="-2"><i>Shit!</i></font><br /><br />...<br /><br />...this... this isn't...<br /><br />...where... am I...?